A brand new year, a brand new beginning.
Thursday, January 12, 2012, 7:39 PM
i'm going through a really tough time now. i brought it upon myself and thank god it can still be corrected. I've never been a sentimental person and deep in my heart i've always felt that i can do without friendship. Yet now, i've dug out all the letters and cards that my friends have written me and I feel so much better. I feel encouraged, supported and loved.

My life has always been planned and paved since the beginning. I was to study accounting because even my character analysis said i'm born for it. It's not like i'm interested in anything else. I take it because i don't know what else i'm supposed to do.

I've always been daydreaming and now i guess, the daydream is over. 20 years of procrastination and daydreaming is enough. I've never seriously thought of the person I wanna become. I always believed that I will not turn out to be like my mom. Be an accountant, have a simple family, earn $, and raise kids. If i think about it now, I am heading towards that direction, being an accountant. I have to finish this degree and work or else, I'd forever be living off my parents and I don't want other people to look down on them for having such children. Also, i really want that chanel handbag :)

Since i'm taking it and i've wasted half a year of money and time in sydney, I should probably start working my ass off. After listening to 10 years of my mom's woes in the office, I always figured i should be able to deal with people better than her, but i can't even remember simple things like what my brother wants to order from Mcdonald's. I should be more focused by now and lead my life in an organized path. After all, let bygones be bygones and this is 2012, a brand new year, a brand new beginning.

Monday, December 7, 2009, 2:44 AM
:) I'm going to start saving. It's not a good season to start, being christmas and all. But nevertheless, i'm going to try! I haven't start doing my french presentation things yet. I realised i have very funny looking eyebrows, they're just not the same shape. One side is much nicer than the other. Hais, why can't i have nice straight eyebrows?!



Saturday, December 5, 2009, 7:31 PM
I'm watching friends again. There's nothing in the world like Friends. It just has that magnetic pull to make me watch it over and over and over. And i really re-watch it like nobody's business. The episode that im watching is where rachel gets scolded by the trash man. Joey is going down to kick that guy's ass but he's gonna end up being kicked.

I just read a few blogs and i realized that my life sucks! I'm just going to dive back into my pile of friends and try to sulk.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009, 4:14 AM

I know the starting picture looks funny but watch the video!It's the latest show that im obsessed about. It's a spy drama that has the highest ratings in Korea since ever i think. Anyway, the guy, lee byung hun is damn hot. The girl is damn pretty also. The show is called Iris.



Thursday, October 8, 2009, 5:02 AM
I realised i haven't blogged since i left EMRS. SCMC is a sad centre. Boring shit. Everyday, i just do my amazing race stuff , take video, break, surf the net, go home then rest, attempt to take out my stupid contact lens, do report, then watch some shows, talk on msn then go to bed.

I need a holiday! Anyway will do, except Bhutan which my father is bent on going. I'm looking forward to my school trip next year.I hope it'd be fun. Shopping and stuff.

I think i've changed again. Shopping no longer interests me as much. Nothing interests me but rest. How i wish im going for osep but the duration is too long. I cannot believe im listening to Miley Cyrus' new song.



End of EMRS
Saturday, August 15, 2009, 8:39 PM
I haven't got the time to update for a very long time. There's so much going on since my attachment started. I've forged so many new friendships that i did not think is possible to do so in NYP. However, everything has come to and end now :( My new attachment at SCMC is going to start this tomorrow. I heard the job scope there sucks. A lot of people from my attachment is going there too, but it's just not going to be the same!

Monday, July 27, 2009, 8:06 PM
I think i will not survive when i go to work. The Materialistic pleasures of life will somehow consume me and I'd land myself in a pile of credit card debt. Defintely. See, there's dinners at Tanglin, shopping at Ion( basement is fine, its the ground level that im worried about), bag envy at other colleagues, and endless office politics that might just push me towards shopping!

So, i think i have to save now so that i can sustain my spending in the future. *SIGH*