I can't do it.

The results are coming out at 24th Jan. Thursday, not Friday.

I have a gut feeling that I am not going to pass well. I'm not going to get L1R5 less than 20.My heartbeat is racing crazily. I think I'm going to pass out. What if I can't get good results? There's nothing anyone can say or do now to calm me down because we obviously have no idea what to do.

The results are coming nearer and nearer. oh my god.

Thinking back, I really have no confidence that i did well. My humans, maths,a maths are horrible. Its pure luck that i got 20 points for my prelim.And that's not even good enough. I would not know what to study if i got into polytechnic. Business related courses? Or what?

If i get into JC, am i going to enter Art Stream or Science Stream?What school am I getting? What if i can only get into JCs like yishun? This is horrible and i'm freaking out.