I think i'm getting paranoid.

First, i got into cosmetics and i think i've spent about 400 dollars on it already in less than a year. Then, i'm into....now and i've already spent 100+ dollars! Furthermore, i think i'm damn fat. Peiling,Xinqi,Gladys,EVON, Munyee and i are going to sentosa. I don't want to stand next to EVON! She's so damn skinny and i'll look DAMN FAT!I don't want!!!!!

I'm going to wear long sleeve and jeans that day. I don't care if i'm going to die of heatstroke. If she wears her bikini, that's what i'll be wearing.