i almost couldn't log into my blogger account. Btw, i created a gmail account today. seahdara@gmail.com. I think that i should have a formal email account from now onwards, so paiseh, when people ask me what's you email then i tell them: pink-fanatic@hotmail.com. Therefore, i will proudly tell them my new email address without being embarrassed.

My mom does not want to give me a credit card! She will only help me apply after i work. OMG. How long is that going to take? URGH. Peiling is complaining that she has little lower eyelashes. "eh, miss. who cares about lower eyelashes? your upper ones are so long and curled, and you still want to complain?!" *rolls eyes* My lower eyelashes are as long as my upper leh. TSK

I'm still saving!! And my savings are only a bit. OMG. I'm never going to get it!!!! Major TSK.

I spent my saturday watching a stupid movie called frost/nixon. It's quite boring actually but at the end, i feel quite sad for nixon. He's this president that's responsible for the Watergate incident and the movie makes him look like a "victim". He should never have become a politcian. Some characters are meant to do certain jobs. Don't try to be what you can't be because at the end of the day, you'd suffer. And in Nixon's case, his reputation simply went down the toilet bowl.

I watched the Curious Case of Benjamin Button the previous night. It's so sad to be born old. The movie was VERY long and it's actually not as bad as i thought it would be. It made me realise how handsome Brad Pitt can be and still is without Angelina Jolie. *sigh

Shortly after lunch this afternoon, my mom and i went to eat my favourite Fei Fei Wanton Mee. A long time ago, my favourite hawker dish was Chicken Rice, then it changed to Fishball noodles @ BPP. Then it changed again to Bah Chor Mee @ Bukit Timah food centre. The bah chor mee was teochew so they had vinegar in it. There's always one or two fantastic chinese mushrooms in there. It took me a couple of years but i outgrew it finally. Finally, it turned into my recent obsession with wanton mee.

Fei Fei wanton mee is different from all other wanton mees because it's dry and it doesn't have a lot of gravy. The most special thing is that the noodles are handmade so they're very q. The chili that they add are not spicy but are made of dried shrimp chili. (omg, it's making me so hungry) A few pieces of vegetables are added and then after you finish the small bowl of noodles, then you go back to the vendor for soup. *reason being, the gravy from the noodles makes the soup taste even better!

I sound like a damned food advertisement. hahahahaha
I didn't go to school today, took medical leave. Had sorethroat and was afraid if it was going to be H1N1. Even though i know that it is most probably not, i better don't go. Also, I was very tired! Hmm, i want to go out shopping!!! But I always never see anything that i like. TSK. That's very irritating leh. hahahaha

I don't know why my blogposts are so short lately. I want to get more clothes :(:(:(

oh. Michael Jackson died of heart attack at age 50.
I really think that it's hard to be good friends with people that you cannot open up your mind to. There're certain beliefs and thoughts that i have which others might not agree with. They may be hard to accept and I'm always very insistent on them. I don't know if this makes people uncomfortable. Once I realise that the person i'm talking to feels uncomfortable to my ideas, I'd have my guard up and it's hard to be myself with them.
Its so weird, i used to like sweets, chocolates but nowadays, i have an extremely low capacity for sugar except for coke. Had a fun week in EMRS(which is where I'm attached for the next few weeks). Shopped for the first time since i got back on sunday. I feel like I'm home when i enter the shopping centres but i can't help feeling overwhelmed by all the people in my home. So crowded. So i only went to topshop. There's shirts selling for only $5 at Cotton On, but very low cut, have to wear something inside. Zara was extremely quiet, probably because they haven't start their sale yet. Bread and Butter had up to 50% but still quiet. hahaha, i need new jeans!

Just in case you're wondering, i did buy something. hahaha

P.S miss London's weather:(
Almost lover

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Shoulda known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Shoulda known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I'll bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy to walkRight in and out of my life
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Shoulda known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

this is such a sad song!
STOP IT! I have to stop thinking about getting bags and clothes and whatever it is that i keep going online to look at. This is ridiculous. I keep thinking and thinking and thinking about my next purchase. "You already have a Dior!" " But, i really like **************" I've having a conversation with myself inside my head to the point where i'm getting pretty damn pissed with myself. I will stop stalking purse forum.

I should talk about school in order to distract myself. School is fun, I'm in this events management thing and practically we manage roadshows and stuff. We're having our first roadshow this tuesday and the items we are selling are very cheap. For example handphone pouches, Giordano shirts, fulscap paper. I know it sounds boring , but hey, it's our first roadshow okay...

This time round, I'm in the same class with some of the people of my yr 1 class so it's pretty great. At least i know people and Eileen is in my group!Even better. hmm, both of us and a girl called qingling is in charge of stocks which is very tiring because we have to do data entry. But the fun thing is we can pick stocks, similar to shopping in school :)

It's 3.08am @ 15 June 2009 now. And I'm jet-lagged.Thank God i survived all the plane rides throughout the trip. Can you imagine how freaked out i was by the Air France accident when i saw the news on CNN in Vienna? I was like " AHHH!!" It could have happened to anybody. Those passengers and cabin crew on the flight are so unfortunate.

Oh, i caught the match of Roger Federer against i-forgot-what-his-name was and Federer rocks!!! Hahaha, i didn't want to leave the hotel at all because i wanted to catch the match on EuroSports channel. I'm still too tired to update about my entire trip, btw, i bought a lot of stuff. haaha, I didn't really buy souvenirs though. I bought some hair accessories, and earrings from H&M which is soon opening in Singapore so i have to pass to you all soon.

Hmm, there were a lot of shopping throughout the trip.I mean,my cousin and i love shopping so its inevitable that we'd go to all the shopping streets in every country. We started talking about the look we're going for and she mentioned that she wanted to wear casual clothes and carry a day clutch, she thinks its very casual chic. Therefore throughout the entire trip, we kept looking for clutches.

I've always thought that oversized clutches are fab. Especially since I saw Carrie carry a gold LV one on SATC(Sex And The City) movie, which btw, is the movie with the best clothes I've seen so far. My cousin, on the other hand, likes smaller ones. So when she finds one of her liking, its too small for me. Then when i saw one that i like, she thinks its too big. At the end, she didn't buy any clutches or any bags for herself which is shocking.

I was lying in bed just now and i began to wonder to myself if i want a clutch. There're a few that are of the perfect size but they're pretty expensive. I think that my handbag collection will finally be complete if i have a satchel, hobo, oversized clutch, a normal handbag, a CHANEL. However, there should be a variety of colours that i want. So it won't be like 1 for each type.

I used to be a heels only person girl until i find my first pair of comfortable flats. From then on, i never looked back till now. I want to wear heels! When i stared at my own reflection through a mirror sometime during the trip, i realised that my legs are like super short. I wore a long top and i totally couldn't see my thighs at all! My calfs are left with only like a bit. So i am determined to start wearing heels again. PLEASE MAKE MY LEGS LOOK LONGER.

I learned something about courtesy from my trip. If you're nice to strangers, they'd be nice to you. So when i was there, i was super duper polite. HAHAHAHA All because I was so paranoid that i would be caught by those bad people and forced to beg on the streets. I watched a stupid show called TAKEN by Liam Neeson and it's very scary. The girls that the criminals caught got shot by drugs and were raped by men when they were high. Imagine this: I'm watching this super scary film on the flight with my headphones and blanket on my legs. As I continue to watch, I start to sink into the seat and I use the stupid blanket which might be contaminated with germs to cover my face. I do not like that movie.

Apparently its 3.51 am now and im not sleepy at all. Shit. Anyways, after watching seasons of SATC, i love Carrie Bradshaw. It's hard not to like her with her stylish outfits, lovable persona. There was a scene in the SATC that i loved, at the beginning when she climbed up to get something from her closet. Her closet was filled with fabulous stuff, vintage clothes, chanel bags and *gasps* Manolo Blahniks. Carrie Bradshaw changed my perspective on shoes. I've never really appreciated the look of a really pretty pair of shoes before. For me, I liked simple black patent pumps. But after SATC, i have a BIG range.