My life has always been planned and paved since the beginning. I was to study accounting because even my character analysis said i'm born for it. It's not like i'm interested in anything else. I take it because i don't know what else i'm supposed to do.

I've always been daydreaming and now i guess, the daydream is over. 20 years of procrastination and daydreaming is enough. I've never seriously thought of the person I wanna become. I always believed that I will not turn out to be like my mom. Be an accountant, have a simple family, earn $, and raise kids. If i think about it now, I am heading towards that direction, being an accountant. I have to finish this degree and work or else, I'd forever be living off my parents and I don't want other people to look down on them for having such children. Also, i really want that chanel handbag :)

Since i'm taking it and i've wasted half a year of money and time in sydney, I should probably start working my ass off. After listening to 10 years of my mom's woes in the office, I always figured i should be able to deal with people better than her, but i can't even remember simple things like what my brother wants to order from Mcdonald's. I should be more focused by now and lead my life in an organized path. After all, let bygones be bygones and this is 2012, a brand new year, a brand new beginning.